Money and Love

Money is the thing that controls our live. Money is needed to buy the things you like, as well as the things you need. It's also a source for your emotional feeling. It can makes you feel happy, relaxed, exited. But also sad, unhappy and it even hurts. They say: "money doesn't make you happy" but I think having no money can make you feel unhappy.

Those who have a lot of money are in control. Banks, oil companies, government. They are the people who creates the rules. They say what is possible or not. Some countries controls the citizens complicity while others give you more freedom. But what is freedom. As long our world is controlled by money there is no freedom. I feel free when I can do whatever I want, whenever I want. And for now i feel chained.

An other source that controls a lots of emotions and feeling is love. It makes you happy, feel good, energetic but is also can make you feel sad, angry, depressed and it can particular hurt. 

Having no money and love hurts me the most nowadays. I am in a moment of making choices. I always try to follow my instinct, so I probably need to do that again. Despite these two source that makes me feel fucked up, it also makes me hunger. Hunger to be against everything. I am stubborn and see this as challenge to be against everything.I will follow my own route, and want to do it my own way. I will live.